Monday, January 15, 2018

Maruti Swift Vxi Fuse settings (internal)

Today I faced lot of trouble due to fuse settings in my Swift Vxi 2014 model. I don't want any other guy to face similar issue. Hence posting the internal fuse settings for Swift Vxi 2014.


Hope this will help..

Thanks,

Sandeep Thakur

Monday, December 4, 2017

Pain of isolation by society.. Latent TB infection

I was going to office as usually, getting up in the morning of some good day of January 2008. I brushed up , taken bath and was rushing to get my cab to office from Noida Sector 12/22. After reaching office, I felt some thing like swelling of Neck, that seems to be quite weird and It was ridiculous too though not painful. I went to restroom and seen the mirror and it was confirmed like some thing is wrong with my Neck. I thought it might be tonsils but strange thing it was not paining at all. I felt something suspicious and decided to tell my reporting manager that  I need to go to hometown and I need to test for the issue.
                                             I got the leave and I reached my hometown. I shown it to my parents but they said its alright. Next day morning , I went to a doctor who was residing at nearby colony and was a retired physician. Also He was ENT specialist. He touched my swollen neck and told that it look like a suspicious thing so he suggested to go to a nearby Radhaswami foundation Hospital.
                                            Same day me and my father travelled to the Hospital and it was very nice clean hospital with a very good faculty. Doctor told us that he need to take a bio sample of mine and he want to test for lymph nodes. All these terms were just alien for me. They sucked up flued from my lymph node using a needle. same time the guy who was extracting it told me it can be a dangerous disease . I was worried, like what happened to me , when I was perfectly Ok.
                                                Soon results came up and they told that my results for Lymph nodes infections were positive.I really didn't know what it meant. Doctor told " Sandeep!! You are infected by the passive infection of tuberculin bacteria, and it will take 8-9 months to get well". These words were really scary. As Tuberculin bacteria means TB generally. But he cleared the air a bit, trying to comfort me , he said "India's 98% population have passive Tuberculosis infection." . I was curious, it means I can spread the infection?, he told "No, but you need to get medication and need to get rid of this ASAP".
                                I was already suffering from the depression and I was in great pain. Like why the hell this all is happening to me. I really felt like killing my self, was too sad, feeling too alone.

I went to my room and cried in alone for hours. My thoughts due to depression were too intense , I was feeling like killing my self.
            No one can understand what it feels,My brother in Law comforted me saying like it will heal and no need to worry, but still it was doubts which were grabbing me invisibly.
              Later , I went to hospital and there was a DOT center, where the medicine were provided. Usually the medicine needed to be taken in monitoring of health service providers but as I was working at Delhi and I requested to take medicines with me. Scary 8 tablets in morning. All at once.
         I was also warned that if I didn't took medicines regularly, It will not be treatable. What a scary thought it was!!
          I took medicine and came back to Delhi and joined office back. In office My manager asked me what was the reason of swelling. I replied honestly that I have passive Lymph node infection. Her reaction was really weird. She wanted me to go home and take rest, but I told her that Doctor told me OK to go back. She might have told same to my other managers. They came to meet me to console. But I seen the behavior of everyone changed towards me.
                                                   I was not able to focus on my work as I was fighting the depression and this new unwelcome sickness. But I decided a big step in between. I decided to go to psychiatrist  as I was tired of my sickness from 11 years. I got this depression thing the day when my friends dad  shouted at me. It triggered something in my brain, I became like why....? this happened to me. with time other things around that trigger start to accumulate. I chose to stay in corner of my room, liking darkness. with limited resources , I tried to tell same to my parents, but they didn't understood.
                                      I went to doctor at Noida 12/22, I told him what I am feeling, . He took a test of mine using EEG. This all was weird. Next day I got my result and he told that I am suffering from mild depression. He gave me some medicines and told to take it twice a day. I took and I was feeling really sleepy , after taking those medicines.
            Soon I recovered from Depression and also from Lymph node sickness. I still find it hard to tell anyone like how bad it was but I feel only one thing about other people from suffering from any disease or life threatening conditions - "compassion".
Note:- 

For more information of latent TB infection  please visit :- https://www.tbfacts.org/latent-tb/

Help and guide those , who are suffering , its not infectious. So understand and then respond. 

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Wish List 2018

Wish List :)

Friday, September 1, 2017

Meditation - Initial Hurdles

Since childhood, one thing is bugging me, "who I am". People call me Sandeep, Parents call me same. I am brother, Father, Son, Cousin, friend to others, but in actual "who I am".

I was 3 Year old or so, and some days, I was looking at mirror and crying while thinking that one day all will die, my parents, my siblings and everyone around me, including me. That felt very scary!!

Time goes on and curiosity of this question,took a form of weird internal noise. That is still going on. I am studying lots of religion and lots of stories of enlightened people. All were doing one simple common thing. "Breathing in and Breathing Out".

All Internet, all auto biographies, every one is claiming one simple thing, that breathing will control your thoughts, and you will find yourself in different  realm. How just by  doing simple meditation, will take us to different realm? Even if it is so, how it is real? and not something creation of mind.

Some of Meditation people say your mind is like monkey and it keep on doing all kind of chit chat, its your choice to listen of not?..   I feel it difficult to understand , who is doing chit chat and who is listening?

I tried doing Isha Kriya from Sadhguru, but cant focus, even after doing all steps.

listened and seen almost all Kundalini videos, but nothing...

Read all OBE related books but again nothing :(

I feel not everyone is suitable for meditation, though I have curiosity, I am not right one to meditate..





Monday, August 28, 2017